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College re-opened, I am back to hostel. Finally, in FINAL year, a super senior, feels good. Tho, I enjoy being at home, being back in hostel, feels different. Here I have a another identity then just a daughter and sister. It's just a year left, I've no idea what I want to do next. But, I am pretty sure gonna miss this place, the silent echoing corridors, long walks from the gate, everything. Even though this year barely started, they say you never realise how final year passes away and everything comes to an end. And nothing remains the same ever. Hmmm...
Last month, I did realised that its true when they say, you make real friends in college, and those are the one's who will last through out your life. Yes, I would like to believe, I finally know who my friends are, and I am pretty sure, they will be there for me through out the life. Touchwood.
There is a busy month ahead, lot of things to be figured out, lot of decisions to be taken.
Will keep you updated :)
Till then wish me luck!
And yeah I know I haven't been writing regularly, now that I am back to normal life, I will try my best to do so.
Lots of love :)

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Weird, unforgetable day.

Its been a weird day today. There was nothing that could be called normal.

Now that I have been doing things too much on impulse, I should actually stop dreaming about simpler, less complicated life. Not to forget that I pretty much slept the whole day due to the fact that I was awake the whole night yesterday and having not eaten anything today. Little sleep deprived and hungry.

On other hand my friends are graduating right now, I am in bed having the most weird feeling ever. I cannot to be happy for them, nor there is any point being upset about it.

Life is pretty much gonna change. And I am scared. Scared that I will be left alone. Also I have too many things to figure out. Uff, not a good day at all.

Just waiting for my exams to get over so that I can go home, away from everything and everyone. On the happier note there is only six days left for that.

A wierd, unforgetable day. *sigh*

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Wish and Hope

Last night, I was passing my dairy around for people to write, yes, the one's you keep to read years later..to remember the people you studied with, lived with, ate with, to treasure memories..

My actual batch people are graduating in a week, starting a new life. And I will be starting my exams in two days and have a year more to go.

I still wish sometimes things were different, wish I had graduated with them!

But..they say everything happens for the best and I really hope so.

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Best moments of life are unplanned!

Today is one of my dear friend's birthday.. I have know her from the first day of college, we used to sit in the same bench for two years.
Well, I have to shamelessly admit we had nothing planned, no cake, no candles nothing. We didn't know if she was gonna be in hostel or not.
We went there to her room at 12 a.m. to wish. It was only four of us. One of my friend was like, wish there was something to put on her face, since we usually put cream, then I had a idea that we can dress her like a tribal girl, we tied dupatta around her waist like a sarong, hawain style,applied white powder on her face and hands and little bit of tooth paste also. And guess what we all dressed up to!!!! 
From crazy photo session, ramp walks, jumping on the bed,dancing like maniac's, shouting and screaming we did everything possible!!! Whole hostel would've cursed us but who the heck cares anyway!! This was like the best fun we had in a long time, crazy shit we hadn't planned for at all. And we all know we are gonna
remember this forever!!! The night we went crazy, actually night we went craziest!!!

My dysfunctional relationship with math!!!!!

I’m an engineering student who sucks at math. No I’m not one of those students who get 95 out of 100 and say I’m so bad at math; I lose all my marks in that subject. When I say I suck, I really do. It took a lot of effort and attempts to clear my four math papers 1,2,3,4. For me graph theory, discrete mathematics, finite automata and formal language is also math, you may say it is not. I have no idea how my papa thought I will be a good engineer, really.

Now, when I was happy that I have cleared all my math paper, comes “aptitude” classes!

Being good at aptitude is very important for placements, GATE, CAT, IAS, and everything else.

Those two hours shatter every little confidence I have in life.

How, you ask?

For someone who cannot even add, subtract, multiply, divide properly without a calculator, well it’s literally being in hell.

They teach you methods which are supposed to be short cuts to solve the problem, through which I’m paying a lot of attention, and still not able to understand, they give you problem like this,

837478*625=?

5793405*9999=?

My heart skips a beat, I am petrified looking at those numbers, it takes me a minute to recover myself , and when I finally take my eyes of those numbers and look around, everyone is scribing and scratching on the book and I have no clue about what to do also, that is where my 25% of confidence is lost.

Another 25% of it is goes when I am not sure what is 6*7. Yes. I didn’t know what 6*7=42 is, stop laughing at me!

I ask my friend, after that when I actually start solving, people start shouting answers, and I’m not even half way through the problems that is where 25% of confidence goes. 75% is gone.

Needless to say zero confidence is left by the end of 2 hours. And all I’m left with a sulking face, and ready to cry.

God please help me! :(

Happy valentines day!!!
I had actual proper post for valentines day,due to internet  problems in college unable to put it up, hopefully I will be able to post it soon! And this is the reason I am unable to read and comment on other blogs too!
It's been a week since college started, and its been awesome awesome fun! more of it later!
see you guys soon!

PS: I got my valentines day gift, and I totally love it!

Pessimism

Too many days of holidays, total idleness has finally taken a toll on me.

I feel  gloomy,miserable, awful,terrible, foolish,dim,dull, angry, annoyed,pissed, irritated, name it, I feel it.

I no longer feel, happy, content, cheery, positive self anymore.

Before pessimistic feelings totally take toll on me,I need start doing something, I need to talk to more people, and I need to get back my life,

Its good thing that college is starting in 2days, and I will be back to hostel , back to my room, back to class, back to the routine, that will keep me engaged most of the times and yeah being busy does feel good at times like these.

On the down side,

I will miss mom real bad, the food, everything about home.

But, I can’t take this anymore, I need to do something.

Mostly, I need to be myself, again.

DAY TEN

10 things I will miss the most about home!



I just realised all of a sudden today that, there are only ten days of holidays left, and I have to go back to hostel.As much as I love being in hostel, i'm gonna miss home real bad.

1. my MOMMY dearest, she is always there you know being with her, just keeps all the worries and tension away, PA too, especially  the pampering part.
2. my soft soft BED, and PILLOWS and BLANKET.
3. unlimited INTERNET service.
4. my own BATHROOM.
5. all the yummy FOOD.
6. my SCOOTY pep plus.
7. wake up late in the morning and still get BREAKFAST.
8. I dont have to WASH my clothes.
9. IRISH COFFEE, have been drinking a lot of that these days!
10. having NOTHING to do, the whole day.

day 2

A picture of you and your friends



I am someone who gets along with people very easily, like I mentioned earlier I can talk to anyone and everyone. I told my friends the other day, that if I have a christian wedding( which I don't think will happen even in my dreams!but we all talk crap sometimes..don't we??) I will have atleast five brides maid, each from each stage of my life. That's how I would divide my friends into my school friends, my 11th n 12th friends, and college friends right now.

this is my school gang :) these people have known me for the longest amount of time.

though now we all are in different places, doing different things, we meet once in 6 months or

once in a year and still have the same fun we used when we were in school.

miss you guys.

my 11-12th friends :) or you can say what is left of it! There were quite a lot of friends

back then, but with time only these people have stayed in my life. And they are the most

sweetest, caring people I will ever find.

thank you and love you guys!

my awesome college friends :)

these people are the reason for making my life so much fun in college,

and everything else.

how can I not mention my awesome girlfriends!!!

girls you just simply rock!!!

and here a special mention to these ladies, they have been like sister's to me, tolerated me when I was cribbing, comforted me while crying, helped me make a decision, said its gonna be alright, shared with me, laughed with me,made me feel like a princess on my birthday, talked non-sense with me, told me study, taken care of me when drunk, ill. love you so much, muah!

Year 2010

2 days left and its the end of another here. Though I had a VERY bumpy start, after having cried on new year itself, I wasn't expecting anything better, but the year is coming to end in the BEST way possible. New class, new friends, exams gone well.Everything is just perfect right now.Loving every bit of my life.When I think and look back, I will never forget,having my first sip of beer( naturally, everything else followed..:P)my first time bowling,I beat my boyfriend!:) it was the only time, as usual I sucked at it every other time,beginner's luck does exit,organizing first "SUPRISE" birthday party,the cutest birthday cake..:):):) and the mask to make me feel like a birthday princess :) love you guys so much!,5 continuous exams(phew!!!) and clearing all of them(*full happy*),chennai,getting drunk and singing loudly,sleepovers-sitting on terrace, middle of the night playing uno,cooking and eating at 2 p.m. and all the rolling with laughter at stupid jokes till stomach hurts!laughing my ass out in library whole day, on the previous day of exam,start of this BLOG! Overall a memorable year.

hoping for a even more fun year ahead,
wishing you all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR.
CHEERS!!

Study Holidays

You know its study holidays when,

•  library is buzzing with people from early morning to evening, it is actually so full it feels like a mini market!
• you frequently hear the sentences, "how much you done with macha?", "there is so much to study! and I have done so little", " I am tensed!"
• start eating really less cause you feel sleepy, not cause you put on weight!
• photocopy guy is in full demand!
• people you hardly even talk to, come talk and be sweet and ask if they can borrow your books, notes, question banks or whatever!
• stop watching movies and start using the laptop for something else!
• get up early, even tho its a holiday!