DAY TWENTY : FINALE

WOW!!! So I did complete the 20 day challenge, successfully!:)
And its been a lots of fun and colours.
Of all the 19 posts the winner is DAY NINE with 31 page views and 5 comments.

On this occasion, I'm getting a guestbook on my blog, whoever comes here, please leave your comments and suggestions there.

It is on the right side of the page or click here My Guestbook

All your thoughts are valued.

I'm off for today.

Will be back soon.

DAY NINETEEN

I know this was supposed to be my last day of challenge, but I couldn't write one day cause I was shit busy and had no time anything. I am sorry.
And I am not lying.

Had a great time with my friends last 3 days, dropped them to bus stand, finished my packing and here I am writing this.

It was just awesome,crazy fun.

But have been very busy, having had no time for anything, travelling throughout the day, visiting places.I don't understand people who are this busy in their everyday lives, how do they connect with themselves, how do they bond with their family, how do they get to have quality conversation with a loved one's. Wont they be left emotionless with so much work? I really don't understand that.But now I do understand why people use work and keeping themselves busy to get rid of emotions and trouble they are going through.

This is my last night at home before college starts, I'll be spending rest of holidays at grandma's place, so feeling a little blah. Have to get up early and travel throughout the day tomorrow.And also that I'm dead tired isn't helping this post.

Will come up with something nice to write for tomorrow's post.Finale of my 20 day challenge.

GUTEN TAG :)

DAY EIGHTEEN

This is the picture of the place I went yesterday.



Doesn't it look beautiful???

I was more than it looks in this picture.

Should tell you, it  was one heck of a crazy day.

But, more of it later, I am busy being a good host now.

GUTEN TAG..:)

As promised in deutsch.

DAY SEVENTEEN : ANONYMOUS

Hey, I'm back with more random stuff!! I know, I know you are least excited about it.But you will have to read it!

Yesterday, I got all happy that my blog crossed 1000 page views that I put it up in facebook,
After nearly 3 months of starting it, today my blog crossed 1000 page views!!!!:):)

Next thing I know, I had more then 100 hits in an hour!Fuck! That's scary!!!

Some people have actually read each and every post.

And all these days I was joining forums, to get people to read it! Why didn't it occur to me that, all I had to do is put it up on facebook!!!!

Thank you people for reading it, but I don't think many of you will come back. Or will you??? If you will, I'll probably have to be lot more careful, about what I write now!shit!!stupid facebook and stupid me!!!!

And you know whattttttttttt??????
I have my first anonymous follower..yayyyyyyy!!!

After this I'll probably scare that person away.
Please don't get scared I'm not a crazy female.Really.

The whole idea of having a anonymous follower is so exciting,i know, it might not be a secret admirer, it might also be a nosy bitch..but the idea is still nice.

So, this post I dedicate to my anonymous follower, and hoping I get more of them!:P
And also to all my friends! thank you!
CHEERS!!!

Have a nice day everyone!
I still haven't learnt it in deutsch, cause my tutor is busy with his exams.So tomorrow, promise..:)



PS: I want to go to beach, I want to go to beach!

DAY SIXTEEN : IT GIRL

GUTEN MORGEN...:)

That is good morning in deutsch, well I know its not morning, but I learnt it today so just showing it off.

Well, another thing I have been doing these holidays is playing the game "IT GIRL" on facebook. It the easiest game, easier then the block game. The whole game is about shopping and dressing up.You ask me why I am playing it??? well, who doesnt like shoppin and dressing up? atleast I do!!

 In that stupid game I had a stupid boyfriend, who dumped me today, cause I wasnt paying him enough attention, giving him enough kisses, and buying him gifts.I am not making this shit up, its TRUE.

Its quite a different thing that I have new boyfriend now,again in the game, well he's much cuter then the earlier one, he's a real estate agent or something.The older one was a dentist.Now I have to keep that guy happy.

I went shopping today, got stuff I wanted from a long time. So happy :):)

And also my friends are coming tommorow, so very excited!!

Btw, that reminds me, my papa said a clear NO to me for the first time, I usually get permission for everything I ask for, he didnt even tell me anything when he saw my red hair, so i'm a little shocked.But I know he will let me or make other arrangements atleast.So no worries.

Have a nice day everyone.
I'll learn to say in deustch tomorrow..:)

I'm uploading the photo of the guy i'm totally crazy about, can do anything to touch his dimple, and I mean it!

This is JERRY, isnt he just cute and hot and everything together???!! he is my defination of HOT guy!!!

I can stare at this all day.

And total page views just crossed 1000!!! :):):)

Love you everyone, who ever visted to read my colours, double love you for those people who kept coming back, and triple love you for all the people I forced to read it!!

DAY FIFTEEN : THE BACHELOR and THE BACHELORETTE!

I don't want to do more questions on myself, first cause I'm bored writing about me, second who the heck cares about knowing me that well anyway! So anyone following my questions, make your questions.


No..no..no..no.. I like saying no..no..no..no..! oh well anyways... I am not quiting the 20 day challenge, but wont do questions about ME! Instead I write something random that comes to my head.

voice in my head :ah, random uh..that makes me feel so much better,its so much more interesting then writing about yourself!
me:What? are you being sarcastic?
voice in my head :Duh!
me:*ignore*

 well, from a month I am at home,thanks to my semester holidays,which btw have been extended for a week,which means more time at home so yay!!


 I have been watching a reality show with nothing better to do, in star one, daily night at 9, THE BACHELOR and now THE BACHELORETTE.


For people who don't know its a show where the guy/gal gets to meets 25 HOT gals/guys..and tries to find his/her wife/husband.

The process includes going on over the top romantic dates,unless you are dating some rich fucker like Sidharth Mallya or someone these will never come true.


Dates include the helicopter rides, dinner on the terrace of some huge building, candles everywhere, a couch to cuddle with  warm blanket, swimming with dolphins,dancing on the boat in the middle of the lake, hot water pool where you can relax and talk and do whatever you want, a band to play for you when you dance by the pool,private firework show, ice skating, ride on fire engine. And this is all I remember,there were more of it!

For the over night dates, yes there were over night dates too, you get to stay in a fantasy suite, which might be huge house fully decorated with candles and flowers with a pool,obviously.

Gifts include diamond necklace, diamond earrings, and 10 beautiful gowns out of which you can pick whichever you like!!!

At the end you can marry or you can dump,who cares anyways.
Who wouldn't want to live that life once.


PS: Finally reinstalled my laptop, no more viruses,its just running great!:)

DAY FOURTEEN

Your earliest memory



One of my earliest memory,is of the day my sister was born.

No, I don't remember how she looked or anything. But I remember standing outside the nursing home with  papa, there were lot of dead and some barely alive honey bee's on the floor. Papa told me not to step on it, cause it'll bite. When papa was telling me this, it actually bit someone, and that person was taken inside for injection or something. I was almost 3 at that time.

Another one, is my first day in new school.

My papa got transferred to this place when I was in UKG, we all had to shift there, so I had to go to this new school. I don't remember the name of the school, but it was a convent and it was huge or the little me felt so. My last school had only three rooms, one for baby sitting, LKG and UKG. So this was scary. I remember telling papa not to go, and he told me I'll be standing outside, you go inside. Obviously, he lied.

Dance practice

Well, in UKG in that huge school, there was a school day I think, so our teachers divided us into group of 2, a girl and a boy.I am writing this cause my partner, was the meanest, cruelest brat ever!!! He fucking used to pinch me all the time. I was this dumb female who didn't open her mouth to talk, let alone to complain about him to the teachers! On the day of the program,I was dressed in orange glittering frocks not the point here, they changed my partner, I had to go through all that for nothing..aarrggghhh!!

PS: Girl who used to sit beside me in 2nd standard used to pinch me too, yes I know I was a dumb kid.

DAY 13!

                          A letter to someone who hurt you

Well, I am confused who do I write it for, its not that lot of people have hurt me, its just that I dont let things go easily.It takes a lot of time for me to forgive and forget.You might say I am one of those stuck up bitches :)So a letter in general to all  those people.

DEAR SOMEONE,

                            Thank you for stopping by in life, you gave me a new experience, and taught me a new lesson. It did hurt when you left, but what you did was the best thing that happend to me.I am a much better person now.

                                                                                                                         

                                                                                                                              yours, someone         

PS: you know the someone is you, when you read this :)

DAY TWELVE

Something you’re proud of in the past few days

• Having done my exams well.
• handling myself better then I thought I would.
• letting go.

DAY ELEVEN

THE DREAM

I had kinda weird dream last night. It wasn't scary, but I'm scared. It not unusual, I keep getting weird dreams but most of it I don't remember, but this one I do very vividly.

First,I'm carrying two big suitcases going back to hostel probably, all alone. On the way my suitcase falls on the ground, someone tries to help, so I say to that person "I'm used carrying luggage all alone, its okay I'll do it" and the next moment I call my parents and say I cant do it alone, you guys have to come.

Next the whole thing changes and I'm inside some place like the way to temple in tirupati, its all crowded,people are pushing each other and all that, at the end, while getting down the stairs, some auntie and my mom talk, they are happy.

Next the whole thing changes, I'm outside some building everyone is there,there are two big buses, I don't know who all but they all are there, then my papa comes outside the building, he's got pop-corn chicken in his hand, and he's very happy too. He's even got ice-cream, he asks me which ice cream do I want ,I say chocolate, and he gives me that.

Then the scene changes into a room, I'm trying out  Saree and blouse, its day before my WEDDING!!!My parents are discussing something. I clearly remember the colour was red, then I tell my mom to get another Saree, and she tells me, no this will look better even my papa agrees,the suitcase I thought was my hostel stuff, is actually my wedding stuff! After sometime,I am lying on my bed, I'm very very nervous, unable to sleep, some aunties are talking in the background, telling that they both know each from so many years and things like that, and I'm thinking about the photos the groom and I were together in the past, and I think start thinking about him,if he is also this nervous, will he be awake too, is it okay if I text him, or should I not contact him till the wedding..and all of a sudden I woke up!!!!

Sad part,I didn't come to know who the groom was.

This is happening for the 2nd time, first time I was supposed to be getting married in a church, my parents were all happy, I was wearing the white dress and heels it was all so beautiful. We were all waiting for the groom to arrive before he did I woke up!

Anyways, if you have read till here then thank you for actually reading my stupid dream  and god bless you!
 Have a nice day :)

DAY TEN

10 things I will miss the most about home!



I just realised all of a sudden today that, there are only ten days of holidays left, and I have to go back to hostel.As much as I love being in hostel, i'm gonna miss home real bad.

1. my MOMMY dearest, she is always there you know being with her, just keeps all the worries and tension away, PA too, especially  the pampering part.
2. my soft soft BED, and PILLOWS and BLANKET.
3. unlimited INTERNET service.
4. my own BATHROOM.
5. all the yummy FOOD.
6. my SCOOTY pep plus.
7. wake up late in the morning and still get BREAKFAST.
8. I dont have to WASH my clothes.
9. IRISH COFFEE, have been drinking a lot of that these days!
10. having NOTHING to do, the whole day.

DAY NINE

Your views on drugs, alcohol and religion



DRUGS:

            Having grown up in not so big city, I never knew these things existed until I started talking to this guy say X, who was once a addict, and then how his parents bought him back home when they realised about it, stopped his education, no more pocket money, nor there was availability in this place to buy it.So eventually he quit. Before you judge him, he wasn't this rich,spoiled guy or something. He was a regular guy, from regular college, regular family, but bad friends. His left hand is totally scarred cause he used to cut his hand, put brown sugar, and put on a band aid.So that it would affect him fast.

Well, the whole thing left a clear picture in my head, about how drugs can destroy your life. So NO to drugs anytime of my life.

ALCOHOL:

                  I am now in one of those "crazy-drinking" phase in college. I had my first sip of beer last year, and slowly everything followed. Well, its fun, and I cant stop thinking about when we are gonna get drunk next.I have always had a better time when I drink with my girlfriends, we laugh, we talk crazy shit, we sing, they always listen when you get emotional sometimes,even if they are equally drunk, give you a hug and a kiss to make you feel better. Whenever I have got drunk with guys or boyfriend, I have more not-so-good memories then the happy one's. I have been dumped,cried,got lost,had to fight for attention when he found stupid cricket or some song more interesting then the drunk me!. This may sound filmy, but I want those situations which we see in movies,where the actress gets drunk and starts acting all cranky and the actor takes care of her like a baby, and gets her home.Hope the bad jinx breaks soon.

RELIGION:

                  This is one topic when people discuss, I try to get out from that place.Because, this usually leads to the question of which caste are you, and that is not something I like to talk about. It doesn't mean that I mean I am not proud of who I am, I am proud about it, but unless you are in my shoes, you probably would never understand. I don't understand why this whole thing called religion,caste,sub caste,minority, had to exist and make it difficult for some people.


PS: this might have come out a little emotional, maybe I am emotional right now I dono :)

DAY EIGHT

THE SONG THE THAT BEST DESCRIBES HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were hereI'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

SONG: VANILLA TWILIGHT by OWL CITY


PS: I'm missing you right now, and oh darling, I wish you were here!

DAY SEVEN

TAG again!

You might say what again???! well, I'm in no mood for any deep thinking or whatever today, so thought will do another tag (tags are easy you see :P) this is like tag in a tag :) didn't get it? well, like in dream in a dream in dream, its tag in a tag,got it?? fine, I'm done with my PJ..and here I go again..

Your last FB/Twitter update:

facebook- I am a VIRGO now???!!! and not LIBRAN!!!
                 WTF!!!

twitter- my new posts, followed by my URL.

in my defense, I was really upset about the fact that my zodiac changed, and it was my first status that attracted so many comments!
I don't use twitter much, so whenever I post something in the blog, I put it up.

TV/Movie characters you relate with:

Rachel from F.R.I.E.N.D.S

  
nope, I don't think I am hot like her or something.The point is,she is confused, and spoilt. I just can relate to her about how she didn't know what she wanted in life, from being picked  last when it comes to sports, all the crying she does, and also her craziness for doctors (oh yeah! I find doctors and med students walking around wearing their apron HOT!!)

 Geet from Jab We Met

 well, I can relate to her because, I used to be too, one of  those who was crazy, couldn't stop talking, trusting every person she met, thinking nothing can go wrong with her, false faith in love, like she did even I went through some experiences in life, and have changed a lot.

3 countries on your travel list:

Paris - yes for the Eiffel tower :) the most romantic city in the world, the fashion capital.

Brazil- for the awesome awesome beaches!!!

Germany- well, since I have heard so many stories about it, and also seen pictures, I wanna see it in real.

Hit the shuffle on your iPod – list out the 3 songs:

well, I don't have a ipod, so I  have to do it with my phone:

unwritten- Natasha bedingfeild

spun- flipsyde

when I am gone- eminem

3 daily must-haves:

my daily dose of Internet. I need to use it atleast once in a day!

ermm.. that's all I can think right now.

3 things you’re confused about:

What to do I do after engineering?

What do I do tomorrow?

What do I write about tomorrow?

(there are lot more things then this!)

If you had to date a celebrity, who would it be

Brett Lee for those gorgeous dimples *sigh*

If you were a celebrity, what would you be

since I am not a great dancer, nor can I sing, maybe I would be a good talk show host :)

and I TAG,

Darshan NR ( Random Thought): wanna see how you do it :P this will be your first tag .

Anusha : The Cadbury Girl !!! this will be ur first tag too!

and Lehari.



DAY SIX

A habit that you wish you didn't have

Well, every one's got those habits which just are too hard too change.They are like in the blood!

Such habits for me would be

Biting my lips:

This is the reason for my lips being covered with gloss all the time. I just cannot control myself. Especially when I am worried or tensed. If you find me biting my lips that means something is going on in my head or it also might mean I am concentrating or thinking hard.I am biting them even right now. Before entering the examination hall, I have to make sure that I have applied gloss or balm, else you can imagine what the condition of my poor lips will be at the end of 3 hours!

Cry:

Its more than a habit, I don't remember how it started, but its just something I think can never ever change.If you find me making weird faces don't think its constipation, it just means I am trying very hard not to cry. Another thing is I can cry, anytime, anywhere, with anyone, but except when I don't get the output in the lab! Every other female around me is crying, pink in face, but I cant even bring out a drop of tear, how sad can it get? doesn't even come to proper use.If I dont get my regular dosage of crying, I feel anxious, sad, irritated..so its better to cry off once in a while!

Crib:

first I would like to thank all my dear friends for tolerating this, and also my boyfriend because he gets the double of what my friends get and still hasn't dumped me. This is one thing I really really want to change, but I do it unconsciously and realize later! I do it whenever I am upset, or irritated or moody, and also when I PMS. I just go on and on and on..... wish I could just stop at the right moment.

hmmm..:) that's all I think..:)

PS: If you guys find any of my habits annoying please feel free to share :)

DAY FIVE

Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality



There are two kinds of people one who believe in sun signs, and the other who don't.

I am the BELIEVER.

Being born on 22oct, I am a proud LIBRAN.

LIBRA

element: Air 

 ruling planets:Venus

Symbol: The Scales 

Life Pursuit: To be consistent

Libran's Secret Desire: To live an easy, uncomplicated life.

You are happy go lucky
a social butterfly,
a diplomat and indecisive( very indecisive!)
 you need to be adored and loved
Sometimes your desire to please others is so strong, you will actually go out of your way and put other's needs before your own
You don't want to lose your fan base, yes, Libra you love to have followers.(:P)
lives in their own world
 needs to be needed
 loves love and the finer things in life
You will do everything to balance the relationship and make it work, it is sort of like your 'project'
They just cannot make up their minds
Amazing in bed (lol)





PS: i know this was supposed to be published yday, went to my native, reached back really late. So two posts today!

DAY FOUR

FAVORITE SEASON AND WHY



I don't have any exact particular season I just love because I like all of it and hate all of it too..

Rainy
for all the girls who go, " i loveee rains, i love dancing in rain, its so much fun! blah blah"
 jeez!pleazeeee stop!
having grown up from the district which has the place which gets the 2nd highest rainfall in India, you can say I have seen quite a lot of rain, for me

first day of rain-wow! its raininggggg!
second day of rain- heyyy! its raining!!!
third day of rain- its raining!
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eight day of rain- what?? its raining??still???!! gawdddd! when will this stop!

last rainy season turned my pretty white shoes to brown, and that's not good! And Once in a while I do think the weather is romantic, kiss in the rain is incredible, or else is so dull and gloomy.

Winter

well, you can find me wearing sweater on a sunny day, so you probably imagine how cold I would be feeling during winter! I need to wear, thick pajamas, socks, sweater, two blankets, a warm teddy bear to fall asleep or else I start shivering. No I don't stay in a hill station or something. But winter is always nice for a hot cup of coffee, and cuddling. And I do want to know how the snow feels.

Summer

well, I do like summer then the other 2 seasons. I like bright sun, I think its cheerful.I like the heat on my skin, I don't mind getting a little tanned, but it shouldn't be so hot that you sit in the classroom and sweat like a pig, but its always fun to lick icy candies and drink iced drinks!


but a perfect day for me would be:

 when its rained in the night, there is warm sun during the day, and a slightly cold breezy evening :)

PHOTO COURTESY: DARSHAN NR(Random Thought )

DAY THREE

Favorite super hero and why

well, while growing up I did watch a lot of cartoon and read a lot of comic books, but have never been a big fan of super man,spider man, bat man, or wonder woman. So the list below might not be what you call conventional hero's  but they still are for me.

CAPTAIN PLANET

I know.. I know your first reaction will be "err..captain planet?"

YES! captain planet.

nope I am not a  environmentalist, or anything, but ya I hate it when people throw stuff on the road! well, that's not the point here is it?

 I really really enjoyed this show, the five kids with five magical ring, with different powers chosen from all over a world given by GAIA- spirit of earth.

I especially loved it when the kids used to go, EARTH! WATER! FIRE! WIND! HEART! and we used to hear "By your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!" (followed by all of the Planeteers cheering "GO PLANET!") It was just AWESOME, when captain planet used to restore all the damage!

CARDCAPTOR- SAKURA

I know again you will be like "hey sakura isn't a super hero, she is just a cardcaptor"

but I warned you in the beginning that none of my super hero's are your super hero's! so suck it!

A cute,sweet school going girl, who's got the responsibility of finding and capturing the card,facing all the dangers,hiding things from her brother, having a secret crush, somethings that a school going girl can relate to.

                                                                              DUMBLEDORE

No,no,no,no!!! you are not even allowed to open your mouth here.

Dumbledore is the BEST, and lots of people will agree with me. From being so generous,so kind hearted, so powerful yet so down to heart,never misusing his powers,founder of order of phoenix, his ability to trust,to love, the only one the dark lord ever feared, his love for sweets,the amazing strength and everything else.
And yes I was one of those who cried when he died, and got furious when voldermort breaks into his tomb, and got upset that he trusted snape. But in the end we all know he's the greatest headmaster hogwarts ever had. 

day 2

A picture of you and your friends



I am someone who gets along with people very easily, like I mentioned earlier I can talk to anyone and everyone. I told my friends the other day, that if I have a christian wedding( which I don't think will happen even in my dreams!but we all talk crap sometimes..don't we??) I will have atleast five brides maid, each from each stage of my life. That's how I would divide my friends into my school friends, my 11th n 12th friends, and college friends right now.

this is my school gang :) these people have known me for the longest amount of time.

though now we all are in different places, doing different things, we meet once in 6 months or

once in a year and still have the same fun we used when we were in school.

miss you guys.

my 11-12th friends :) or you can say what is left of it! There were quite a lot of friends

back then, but with time only these people have stayed in my life. And they are the most

sweetest, caring people I will ever find.

thank you and love you guys!

my awesome college friends :)

these people are the reason for making my life so much fun in college,

and everything else.

how can I not mention my awesome girlfriends!!!

girls you just simply rock!!!

and here a special mention to these ladies, they have been like sister's to me, tolerated me when I was cribbing, comforted me while crying, helped me make a decision, said its gonna be alright, shared with me, laughed with me,made me feel like a princess on my birthday, talked non-sense with me, told me study, taken care of me when drunk, ill. love you so much, muah!

20 Day Challenge- DAY ONE

Well, being new to the blog world I have never done tags before,since almost the whole of the blogging community has done it, thought will start with this, since I have my semester holidays going on I have lots of time for it too. It will be one question per day. A question for next 20 days.

A RECENT PICTURE OF YOURSELF AND 15 FACTS ABOUT YOU!



Okay, I havent thought much about me before atleast not summed up in sentences, but here we go..

1. I can have a conversation with ANYONE!

(many a times my friends ask me, how do you even talk to that person, well its easy for me! and it doesn't mean that person is my friend)

2.I find ANT the most irritating creatures on earth.

3.I love DOGS, yes,even the dirtiest puppy on the street!

4.For a GIRL, I eat a LOT! sometimes its really embarrassing, and no I am not FAT.

5.I love FLOWERS, more then chocolates.

6. I am very ROMANTIC, and I romanticize everything.

7. I can remember RANDOM conversations from long ago.

8. Right now, I am MADLY in LOVE!

9. I prefer reading BOOK, to watching MOVIE.

10.I don't like MILK or any of the milk products.

(except for curds and butter milk)

11. I have never been on a NIGHT-OUT, or stayed AWAKE the whole night.

12.I suck at SPORTS.

(Actually, I suck at almost everything)

13. I LIKE dressing up people.

14. I need to CRY once in a while, even without reason.

15.I am scared of ELEVATORS!

RECENT PHOTO,

this is the most recent photo I could find and the girl in white is ME!!