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College re-opened, I am back to hostel. Finally, in FINAL year, a super senior, feels good. Tho, I enjoy being at home, being back in hostel, feels different. Here I have a another identity then just a daughter and sister. It's just a year left, I've no idea what I want to do next. But, I am pretty sure gonna miss this place, the silent echoing corridors, long walks from the gate, everything. Even though this year barely started, they say you never realise how final year passes away and everything comes to an end. And nothing remains the same ever. Hmmm...
Last month, I did realised that its true when they say, you make real friends in college, and those are the one's who will last through out your life. Yes, I would like to believe, I finally know who my friends are, and I am pretty sure, they will be there for me through out the life. Touchwood.
There is a busy month ahead, lot of things to be figured out, lot of decisions to be taken.
Will keep you updated :)
Till then wish me luck!
And yeah I know I haven't been writing regularly, now that I am back to normal life, I will try my best to do so.
Lots of love :)

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Weird, unforgetable day.

Its been a weird day today. There was nothing that could be called normal.

Now that I have been doing things too much on impulse, I should actually stop dreaming about simpler, less complicated life. Not to forget that I pretty much slept the whole day due to the fact that I was awake the whole night yesterday and having not eaten anything today. Little sleep deprived and hungry.

On other hand my friends are graduating right now, I am in bed having the most weird feeling ever. I cannot to be happy for them, nor there is any point being upset about it.

Life is pretty much gonna change. And I am scared. Scared that I will be left alone. Also I have too many things to figure out. Uff, not a good day at all.

Just waiting for my exams to get over so that I can go home, away from everything and everyone. On the happier note there is only six days left for that.

A wierd, unforgetable day. *sigh*

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Wish and Hope

Last night, I was passing my dairy around for people to write, yes, the one's you keep to read years later..to remember the people you studied with, lived with, ate with, to treasure memories..

My actual batch people are graduating in a week, starting a new life. And I will be starting my exams in two days and have a year more to go.

I still wish sometimes things were different, wish I had graduated with them!

But..they say everything happens for the best and I really hope so.

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You!!!

From a long time, I wanted to write about you. Yes, you. I know you hate it when I do something like this. I know you don't know how to react or what to say. I know even if you read it, you will pretend like you haven't. I know you feel akward when I put you in such situations. I know how you feel, I really do. I have seen my friends go through it when someone goes out of their way to make them feel special. I always wonder why people who like it don't get it and people who don't deserve get it??? Isn't life unfair???
There are so many people in my life, so things to write about..why am I writing about you?? why do I constantly keep thinking about you?? why do I forget the world when I am talking to you?? Why do I even stop worrying about me, when it comes to you?? Why does it happen??? Does it happen to you to?? Do you feel the same way I do??
My friend  asked me.."is this love?? what is love??" I didn't know what to tell her, cause I didn't know the answer myself.
There are so many questions I want to ask, I know how you hate questions. I sometimes wonder if you were always like this, you weren't. I know. I sometimes wish I could see that you too..but I know that you is no more. You have changed.. I am not complaining, you know that, you know how happy I am. But you also know when it comes to you, I am very selfish and want everything.


PS: I didn't know what I was writing when I started it, I ended it there cz I didn't know how to end it. Hope it's not turned out to be bad!

Best moments of life are unplanned!

Today is one of my dear friend's birthday.. I have know her from the first day of college, we used to sit in the same bench for two years.
Well, I have to shamelessly admit we had nothing planned, no cake, no candles nothing. We didn't know if she was gonna be in hostel or not.
We went there to her room at 12 a.m. to wish. It was only four of us. One of my friend was like, wish there was something to put on her face, since we usually put cream, then I had a idea that we can dress her like a tribal girl, we tied dupatta around her waist like a sarong, hawain style,applied white powder on her face and hands and little bit of tooth paste also. And guess what we all dressed up to!!!! 
From crazy photo session, ramp walks, jumping on the bed,dancing like maniac's, shouting and screaming we did everything possible!!! Whole hostel would've cursed us but who the heck cares anyway!! This was like the best fun we had in a long time, crazy shit we hadn't planned for at all. And we all know we are gonna
remember this forever!!! The night we went crazy, actually night we went craziest!!!

LOVE STORIES!

 I asked some of my friends about what are the crazy/stupid/sweet/cute things they have done in love which they wouldn’t have done otherwise, here are some answers...

• ·         Spend whole night on road in front of the girl’s house, till 6’oclock in the morning, and talking on phone with her. Yes he was lucky enough not be caught by cops.
• ·         Set up a date with another girl.
• ·         Shout loudly for the whole world to hear, “isn’t my fiancé yummy???”
• ·         Buy  a laptop.
• ·         Travel each day for 3 hours; just to meet the girl and travel back again for 3 hours.
• ·         Every time the girl came home, he had to cook and feed her with his hands, cooking included even making tea for her, yes; she didn’t even move her ass.
• ·         Work in the hotel, to buy a gift.
• ·         Make a soft toy.
• ·         Steal money.
•          Make a heart shaped metal, in workshop, day before exams.
•     Go on the stage, in a crowded auditorium and say “I love you ____”

These are just a few answers, there many more things said and done in love. Some love stories work out, while the others just end half way. But, being in love is the best feeling in the world.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!!

DAY NINE

Your views on drugs, alcohol and religion



DRUGS:

            Having grown up in not so big city, I never knew these things existed until I started talking to this guy say X, who was once a addict, and then how his parents bought him back home when they realised about it, stopped his education, no more pocket money, nor there was availability in this place to buy it.So eventually he quit. Before you judge him, he wasn't this rich,spoiled guy or something. He was a regular guy, from regular college, regular family, but bad friends. His left hand is totally scarred cause he used to cut his hand, put brown sugar, and put on a band aid.So that it would affect him fast.

Well, the whole thing left a clear picture in my head, about how drugs can destroy your life. So NO to drugs anytime of my life.

ALCOHOL:

                  I am now in one of those "crazy-drinking" phase in college. I had my first sip of beer last year, and slowly everything followed. Well, its fun, and I cant stop thinking about when we are gonna get drunk next.I have always had a better time when I drink with my girlfriends, we laugh, we talk crazy shit, we sing, they always listen when you get emotional sometimes,even if they are equally drunk, give you a hug and a kiss to make you feel better. Whenever I have got drunk with guys or boyfriend, I have more not-so-good memories then the happy one's. I have been dumped,cried,got lost,had to fight for attention when he found stupid cricket or some song more interesting then the drunk me!. This may sound filmy, but I want those situations which we see in movies,where the actress gets drunk and starts acting all cranky and the actor takes care of her like a baby, and gets her home.Hope the bad jinx breaks soon.

RELIGION:

                  This is one topic when people discuss, I try to get out from that place.Because, this usually leads to the question of which caste are you, and that is not something I like to talk about. It doesn't mean that I mean I am not proud of who I am, I am proud about it, but unless you are in my shoes, you probably would never understand. I don't understand why this whole thing called religion,caste,sub caste,minority, had to exist and make it difficult for some people.


PS: this might have come out a little emotional, maybe I am emotional right now I dono :)

day 2

A picture of you and your friends



I am someone who gets along with people very easily, like I mentioned earlier I can talk to anyone and everyone. I told my friends the other day, that if I have a christian wedding( which I don't think will happen even in my dreams!but we all talk crap sometimes..don't we??) I will have atleast five brides maid, each from each stage of my life. That's how I would divide my friends into my school friends, my 11th n 12th friends, and college friends right now.

this is my school gang :) these people have known me for the longest amount of time.

though now we all are in different places, doing different things, we meet once in 6 months or

once in a year and still have the same fun we used when we were in school.

miss you guys.

my 11-12th friends :) or you can say what is left of it! There were quite a lot of friends

back then, but with time only these people have stayed in my life. And they are the most

sweetest, caring people I will ever find.

thank you and love you guys!

my awesome college friends :)

these people are the reason for making my life so much fun in college,

and everything else.

how can I not mention my awesome girlfriends!!!

girls you just simply rock!!!

and here a special mention to these ladies, they have been like sister's to me, tolerated me when I was cribbing, comforted me while crying, helped me make a decision, said its gonna be alright, shared with me, laughed with me,made me feel like a princess on my birthday, talked non-sense with me, told me study, taken care of me when drunk, ill. love you so much, muah!

Year 2010

2 days left and its the end of another here. Though I had a VERY bumpy start, after having cried on new year itself, I wasn't expecting anything better, but the year is coming to end in the BEST way possible. New class, new friends, exams gone well.Everything is just perfect right now.Loving every bit of my life.When I think and look back, I will never forget,having my first sip of beer( naturally, everything else followed..:P)my first time bowling,I beat my boyfriend!:) it was the only time, as usual I sucked at it every other time,beginner's luck does exit,organizing first "SUPRISE" birthday party,the cutest birthday cake..:):):) and the mask to make me feel like a birthday princess :) love you guys so much!,5 continuous exams(phew!!!) and clearing all of them(*full happy*),chennai,getting drunk and singing loudly,sleepovers-sitting on terrace, middle of the night playing uno,cooking and eating at 2 p.m. and all the rolling with laughter at stupid jokes till stomach hurts!laughing my ass out in library whole day, on the previous day of exam,start of this BLOG! Overall a memorable year.

hoping for a even more fun year ahead,
wishing you all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR.
CHEERS!!

Study Holidays

You know its study holidays when,

•  library is buzzing with people from early morning to evening, it is actually so full it feels like a mini market!
• you frequently hear the sentences, "how much you done with macha?", "there is so much to study! and I have done so little", " I am tensed!"
• start eating really less cause you feel sleepy, not cause you put on weight!
• photocopy guy is in full demand!
• people you hardly even talk to, come talk and be sweet and ask if they can borrow your books, notes, question banks or whatever!
• stop watching movies and start using the laptop for something else!
• get up early, even tho its a holiday!