VADU VEEDU Trailer

Famous director Bala thana genre marchi comedy cinema teeyatam ento kani trailer aiteh matram theda kodutundi baga....Book aipomu kada?

Badrinath latest Trailer

Bbuddah Hoga Tera Baap Movie Posters

Prince Mahesh babu Dhookudu Movie First Look

Prince Mahesh babu Dhookudu Movie Trailer

Time to get off my lazy ass

Yup, even though I give big speeches about feeling good in your own skin and not to be obsessed with looking perfect, I do have my not so confident moments. Lately, being always either on the train or sitting at the desk at work, I've been feeling like a bit of a fatass. I gained like three kilos, which is not that visible on me I suppose, and not a big deal, but I feel unfit. I never get any exercise anymore! Not that I'm the athletic type.
I do enjoy couch potato moments. But right now I feel like some fresh air and exercise would do me good, and would get rid of that annoying babybelly, as you call it. The annoying thing to me about gaining weight is that it doesn't spread out evenly ( I think so anyway). Mostly I wish all the weight would just go to my boobs, but that's idle hope :p

So I decided I should start going for runs! Not every day, as I only get home after 8 and the last thing I want to do then is go for a run. But perhaps on a Friday and a Sunday, just 15 minutes to start, could work no? And I could build it up once I start getting fitter. If it would make me look only slightly as toned and tight as that woman on the picture, it'll be worth it! I could use the confidence boost!

Because you can say what you want, everyone, even if you're a man, sometimes feels unattractive. Mirrors are usually the culprit (don't you just hate some of the mirrors in clothing stores, they often make you look like the monster from the deep) or not fitting in old clothes anymore, or seeing other people who look better. Well, no point in moaning about it and drowning yourself in chocolates. If you really really think you could look better, take some action. Soon you'll be feeling better (I hope) and when you get ready for a night out and get yourself in that sexy dress knowing you don't look half bad, that will bring that confidence right up.

And it's nearly summer, we all feel a little more self-conscious then. I also wish my legs looked like this: slightly tanned (I want those shoes too!)

and not: milk bottle lookalike (photo not of me btw)

Maybe I should try a light fake tan thing, and post the results, would be fairly fun. I tried it once at fifteen, unfortunately I used my mom's, who is darker than me, so the product was waaay too dark for my superwhite skin. I ended up with orangy, stripey, legs and the rest of me superwhite. Not a good idea! I just want some beachworthy legs, that so much to ask! I don't want to be in Spain and Australia looking like a ghost in a bikini, surrounded by annoyingly tanned people. Stupid type 1 skin!

Ah those insecurities...

MAAVEERAN Movie Talk - Chennai

Charan did a great job and looks promising in warrior getup

Kajal was cute and awesome

Music was not up to the mark and except flashback episodes BGM was not impressive

Fights were very good especially 100 men killing fight

The technical extravaganza in the second half is heart of this movie

story line was simple and narration straight forward, no twists in the tale

On a whole its an average flick can be watched once in your leisure time

P.S: Final ga average talk ravatam oka ethu aithe manchi theatres lo padaka povatam valana openings baga debbathinani antunnaru, for ex: release day morning show 25% occupancy kuda leka povatam vichithram.

Moorkhudu Telugu Movie Trailer

RGV kathatho base chesukoni teesthunna cinema anta, publicity gimmicks....

Vaadu Veedu

Sr. NTR birthday special

Mankatha

Ajith babu 50th Film, june first week lo audio and end ki cinema antunnaru, All The Best

SAGUNI latest Poster

Raviteja's NIPPU Movie launch

Guna Shekar Direction, YVS Production

ARAVAAN Movie first Lok

Mana oka vichitram aadi babu next bomma

Prema Kavali 100Days Centers

E madya ala modalaindi tarvatha malli 100 days centers list choosthunna chinna cinema...keep going

Yay award :)

I'd like to thank the joyful sparrow at A Sparrow's flight for giving me this award :)

Always fun to receive an award :D And it makes me feel like what I'm scribbling down here isn't half bad. I've always loved to write, so even though I never got to become a writer or a journalist or something along those lines, I'm glad I found out about blogging, I really enjoy writing down random things and it relaxes me at work :D

So ok, with this award you're supposed to say 7 random facts about yourself and pass the award along to 7 other people.

Here are my seven random facts:

1. I love to nibble, preferably on crips, although other snacks are more than welcome too! I could go for a snack right now, hungry!!
2. I also looove sodas, especially coke zero.
3. I got drunk for the first time when I was 16 (yes all you Americans, we can drink at 16 in Belgium, yay us!)
4. I have no arm power whatsoever, carry things for me!
5. I always sing in the shower
6. Only half an hour left until I'm done working for the day!
7. I'm 5ft4 (just under actually, but who cares :p)

I'd like to pass on this award to the following blogs:

Annah from Red means go

CrapWife fromDiary of a crapwife

Amanda from It's Blogworthy

Elle and Abz from Sex and the Shitty

Hutch from Be awesome instead

Kat Von D from Yes and Yes

And Kate from Kate as of late

Have a great weekend all! Hope you all get some good relaxy time

No inspiration

Hi everyone,

Really have no idea what to write about today, work is such a drag this week and I feel like I really need a holiday! I don't mind my job, but sometimes it's so much of the same thing and the week seems to go on forever making you all bleh, for lack of a better word.

I could really use a vacation, or a fun day-trip, away from the usual things, that would definitely lift up my spirits. I've got my vacation in September to Spain all booked and ready, which will be lots of fun, but it's still a looooong while away. Looking forward to it though, haven't really been on a proper far away holiday with friends yet, so it'll be a blast. Can't wait to ride off into the sunset on a horseback riding tour (which I really want to do!!). Haven't been on a horse in years, but it's like riding a bicycle, right?? :p

Oh and it's almost my birthday, 20th of June everyone! Unfortunately it's on a Monday, which rather sucks, I'll get to spend my birthday doing accounts, fun! Hopefully I'll be able to do something special in the weekend (not likely) but one can hope! And the weather has been pretty nice, trying to force myself to sit in the glaring sun to get used to the heat, for my trips this year :D So far so good! But I just hate the whole sweating part :D and the sticky sunblock, and the smell of the sunblock and the feeling of the sun glaring on your head.. I'm going to need one giant parasol.

Sigh, why is the week going so slow and collegue not saying a word again, gah.

Definitely need to get away soon! Random roadtrip, go to a theme park or even the zoo. Something!!!

I'm going to be needing drinks again this weekend, good thing my old friend just called last night for a gettogether.

Until then, here is an inspirational story.

Still alive! Hooray

Made it through yet another apocalypse! Or has the world ended and the afterlife is exactly as annoying as the normal life? If so, heaven sucks.
But it appears the bible was wrong (is it really in the bible?), no guarantees even there! Didn't know the end of the world was 'awesome news' either. Religious fanatics really don't make sense. Where's the fun in being judged?

But no fear, another possible apocalypse at the end of next year! According to some the Mayan calender ends on December 21st of 2012, but I also read the whole thing might be miscalculated and be a few days or even years off. Also the Mayans never predicted Doomsday, it's just a calender. So hope remains we won't need to climb to the tallest mountain or build another ark to make it to 2013.

Big chance that if there is ever going to be an apocalypse, it will be our own fault for fecking up the planet. I find it unbelievable that so many people in the world don't give a toss about global warming and pollution, in spite of the obvious evidence that things really aren't going well and that it's getting worse far too fast. If people aren't experiencing it for themselves they don't believe it. Funny thing some people don't believe in global warming because they don't notice it, but do believe in religious apocalypses and judgement day and all those things. Gah! Oh well, people are too worried they have to dig in their wallet again to make a difference. I really worry about what it will be like in another fifty years, the weather is so different than it was when I was little already. Every year there's a record for the hottest month. Veggies and fruit are getting more expensive because the crops are failing due to lack of rain. Lack of rain in Belgium? Not normal!

But enough with the deep.

No apocalypse!

On to the next one.


UPDATE: Fake doomsdays lead to some hilarious pictures, feel like sharing :D

Conclusion: Apparently you're a sinner no matter what you do :D even if you stay away from 'the big ten'.

Guess he's just one of those people who are always late!

Nanna Audio Released

Tamil lo emo kodudu ani ardam vachela peru pettaru (deiva thirumagan ante devudi putrudu something like that), ,ikkada emo nanna ani title pettaru, Asalu em chesthunnaru saami

College life

It seems like only yesterday when I was a college student, I can't believe I've been working for half a year already! Time is going so fast, it's unbelievable. One good thing about not being in college anymore, is I get to mock all those poor students cramming on the train before their exam! No more studying for meeee! No matter how much fun college is, the exam period sucks. You have these gigantic course books to study in just a short period of time, and sometimes I even had exams for more than one subject a day, which meant total madness the day before to try and cram it all in again once more before the exam.

It was a hectic time, but some students really went crazy. They take relatine pills (how crazy is that) and drink red bull by the gallons, and stay up all night to study. I never did anything crazy like that. Even if I only had only a day or four to study for an exam, I managed it without putting crap in my body or by turning myself into a zombie. I mean, if you stay up all night, how can you properly perform on the exam itself, you'll be half dead from exhaustion.
I was the kind of person who studied everything by heart, and I was pretty good at it, and pretty fast too. So that was really handy to get things done in time and not need to pull all-nighters. But after the exams, how great was the feeling that it was finally over and you had passed it, makes you feel so proud of yourself.

Russian really was crazy difficult to study, especially when it was for an oral exam. Totally mental. We had two hundred pages, in a small font, barely any illustrations, and the oral exam was four questions. FOUR question for TWO HUNDRED pages. I can tell you, when you receive that paper with those question you're inwardly freaking out, thinking 'Oh my god I don't know the answer to any of them!!!!!' while the professor sits in front of you, waiting for you to answer. You try the fill the awkward silence with umms and let me think's, while your mind is racing over your course notes trying to find something, at least something to say! I always had something to say, but wow thank god the professor was very helpful in giving hints. Because Russia has a hell of a lot of history, and try and remember all those names, they are all called Vladimir, Boris, Aleksei or Aleksander, and they all have a father's name and of course a last name. A father's name is the name of the father plus ovitsj (if you're a guy) or ovna (for a girl). So Putin for example is called Vladimir Vladimirovitsj Putin. So try and remember that for about one hundred different Russian tsars, presidents, scientists. Not easy! But I enjoyed studying the language, it's a shame I can't use it at my current job, but it was really hard to find a job involving Russian.

If you've had the college experience, living in your own little place, you'll fondly (or with disgust) remember such scenario's:

Ah yes, the college rooms, in Belgium called 'kot', which appropriately translates itself into 'shack'. I changed to three different ones in the course of my four year studies. The first one had a nice big shared bathroom, but gas heating (which I find dangerous, a cousin died that way). The kitchen was alright, and the building did not have that many students. The room, however, made you feel like this:

It was soooo small, I barely had any room for furniture, and to make it even worse, the window could not open. There was only this tiny raster, which really didn't help when it's nearly thirty degrees outside and you're supposed to be studying. I had to study in my underwear so I wouldn't die of the heat.

My second place was in a big building with lots of student rooms. It has it's own tiny bathroom, the shower was in the hall (but right next to my room, so I could quickly sneak back in my towel). But the room still was pretty small, and because of the dozens of other students in the building, I was often disturbed by music, drunken homecomings, creaky bed + awkward moaning sounds.. things like that. One morning I opened the door and found someone had thrown chocolate milk at my door. It had dried.

My last place was the biggest, and right across the street from college, so very handy! The room itself was fairly big (as college rooms go) but the bathroom was disgusting and so was the kitchen. The bathroom was for the 9 people in the building, it had a shower and a toilet, facing each other, about two feet distance from each other. The shower had barely worked, I once got scorched turning the tap on, the water was running horizontally and i was hit on the boob by a ray of boiling water! Not fun people.
Also the cleaning lady (who came almost never) did not clean the shower; and nobody seemed to bother to clean out the bin next to the toilet. One time a tampon fell out. There was also someone with serious hairloss apparantly, as the shower tended to be covered in it. Lovely eh. I got some of those shoes that kids wear in the sea, to protect my feet from the grossness. When it gets to the point you have to wear shoes in the shower, it really is baaad.
The kitchen wasn't any better. People refused to close the binbags and get a new one if it was full. Eventually there was this big tower of garbage , and then I had to get a new one and lift off the tower into the new one so I could close it. It one point I got so pissed off I left a passive aggressive note.

The fridge, well lets just say it wasn't very clean. People tended to forget to throw things away, and by the end of the year there was this yellow fluid on the bottom yuk. (Around May the owner has this big clean-up, so the place would be presentable for new students checking things out hah!) My gran gave me her old little fridge eventually, so at least I'd have germ-free food. Sigh! And it was crazy how much people charged you for those places. I did enjoy the time there, but wow, I could never go back to living in such a dump. But I get a good laugh thinking back. I have some good memories in those rooms.

Those were the days!

Congrats to AADUKALAM Team

6 cat lo awards kottesindi.

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ippatikaina choodaka pothe matram kachitham ga choodandi.

58th National Film Awards

DHANUSH BABU AADUKALAM 6 AWARDS THO KUMMESINDI.



Best Feature Film: Adaminte Makan Abu (Malayalam)


Indira Gandhi Award For Best Debut Film Of A Director: Baboo Band Baaja (Marathi)



Award For Best Popular Film Providing Wholesome Entertainment: Dabangg (Hindi)



Nargis Dutt Award For Best Feature Film On National Integration: Moner Manush (Bengali)



Best Film On Social Issues: Champions (Marathi)



Best Film On Environment Conservation/Preservation: Bettada Jeeva (Kannada)



Best Children's Film: Hejjegalu (Kannada)



Best Direction: Vetrimaran, Aadukalam (Tamil)



Best Actor:


Dhanush, Aadukalam (Tamil)


Salim Kumar, Adaminte Makan Abu (Malayalam)

Best Actress:


Mitalee Jagtap Varadkar, Baboo Band Baaja (Marathi)


Saranya Ponvannan, Thenmerkku Paruvakkatru (Tamil)



Best Supporting Actor: J. Thambi Ramaiah, Mynaa (Tamil)



Best Supporting Actress: Sukumari, Namma Gramam (Tamil)



Best Child Artist:


Harsh Mayar, I am Kalam (Hindi)


Shantanu Ranganekar and Machindra Gadkar, Champions (Marathi)


Vivek Chabukswar, Baboo Band Baaja (Marathi)



Best Male Playback Singer: Suresh Wadkar, Mee Sindhutai Sapkal (Marathi)



Best Female Playback Singer: Rekha Bhardwaj, Ishqiya (Hindi)



Best Cinematography: Madhu Ambat, Adaminte Makan Abu (Malayalam)



Best Screenplay - Original:


Vetrimaran, Aadukalam (Tamil)


Adapted: Anant Mahadevan & Sanjay Pawar, Mee Sindhutai Sapkal (Marathi)


Dialogues: Sanjay Pawar, Mee Sindhutai Sapkal (Marathi)



Best Audiography:


Location Sound Recordist: Kaamod Kharade, Ishqiya (Hindi)


Sound Designer: Subhadeep Sengupta, Chitrasutram (Malayalam)


Re-recordist: Debajit Changmai, Ishqiya (Hindi)



Best Editing: T.E. Kishore, Aadukalam (Tamil)



Best Production Design: Sabu Cyril, Endhiran (Tamil)



Best Costune Designer: Indrans Jayan, Namma Gramam (Tamil)



Best Make-Up Artist: Vikram Gaikwad, Moner Manush (Bengali)

Best Music Direction:


Music Director (Songs): Vishal Bhardwaj, Ishqiya (Hindi)


Music Director (Background Score): Issak Thomas Kottakapally, Adaminte Makan Abu (Malayalam)

Best Lyrics: Vairamuthu, Thenmerkku Paruvakkatru (Tamil)


Special Jury Award: Mee Sindhutai Sapkal (Marathi)


Best Special Effects: V. Srinivas M Mohan, Enthiran (Tamil)

Best Choreography: Dinesh Kumar, Aadukalam (Tamil)



Best Assamese Film: Jetuka Patar Dare



Best Bengali Film: Ami Aadu



Best Hindi Film: Do Dooni Car


Best Kannada Film: Puttakkana Highway

Best Malayalam Film: Veettilekkulla Vazhi

Best Marathi Film: Mala Aai Vhhaychay

 Best Tamil Film: Thenmerkku Paruvakkatru

Best English Film: Memories in March



Special Mention: Bettada Jeeva (Kannada), Aadukalam (Tamil)

Mr. Nokia : Happy Birthday

Veera Movie Review

Varasa Petti cinmealu teesesthu Tollywood Akshay Kumar ga peru techukuntunna Mass Masala Maharaju Ravi Teja another film is VEERA annamata, Audio Review time lo ne cheppukunnam, so ippudu inka ekkuva time waste cheyyakunda direct ga review lo ki Vellipodam

Performances:

Raviteja: E peru ki ardam Energy, oka range lo energetic ga untu movie motham ni bujalapai moyatam eyanaki alavatu, kani e cinemalo a chance director ivvaledu (of course eeyane teesukoledu), Eppati lage comedy scenes lo timing tho adaragottesina, enni sarlu ive chesthav babu annatu ga undi janala response. Ika first time encukunna role, ade janallo devudu type role aithe hundaga undala comedy ni miss chesukovala ane dilema lo padipoi a char ni pandinchaleka poyadu

Kajal: First half lo song lo matrame kanipinchi second half lo imp role teesukundi, manchi mass songs e char ke paddai, e madya chesthunna Brindavanam, Mr.perfect roles ki different ga exposing chesi alarinchidni

Tapsee: eme only andala arabotha kosame, a purpose ni fulfill chesindi.\

Brahmi: Comedy ni pandinchatam lo chala varaku success aina role

Others: Venumadhav and Ali irritate cheyyaga, Shyam limited role lo bagane chesadu, sridevi bagane chesindi, migatha andaru cinemalo unnaru anthey, Andari kante chepukovalsindi Divyavani, sannabaddaka silver screenpai ide choodatam, chala baga chiraku teppincindi, good come back,

Technical Departments:

Music: Songs e movie lo just time choosukoni vastai, so situation demand leni songs ki oopu unna leka poina pattinchukunedi ledu, choodataniki 2 songs bavunnai. BGM aithe scene tho sambandam lekunda as usual ga kummesadu Thaman babu,andhuke cinema motham okela untundi, chiragga.

Fights: Ante mass title kada, andhulonu mass hero kada, so fights kuda a range lo ne unnai. Konni shots bavunappatiki overall ga aithe :(

Editing: Chala chala bavundedi Katheraki pani petti unte

Art Department: Peddaga kastapadedi em ledu, movie ki rich look teesukuraka poga cheap ga telchesaru.

Dialogs: Bavunnai, kani actor ki taggatu ga unte inka bavundedi, RT energy ki comedy dialogs bagane pandinappatiki, serious situations lo thelipoyayi. But good work. Boothulu konchem tagginchi undalsindi

Story,Screenplay and Direction: Veera ani Oka character, First half lo eyana evado background ento teliyadu kabatti comedy tho laginchesina, second half lo flashback reveal ayyaka babu ento telusukunnaka chilla B grade comedy tho laginchatam konchem acharya pariche vishayam. Asalu katha lo character lo e time lo ekkada untai anedi evariki ardam kadu, eppudo na chinnapudu cinemalu ala undevi malli ippudu full length lo choopincharu, First half lo comedy tho nettukochi, second half lo edo choopettabothunnadu ane punch ichi, twist ichi bagane nadipinchadu, kani second half vache sariki handle chese vidhanam lo baga fail ayyadu. Hero characterization daggara nunchi, hero ki prathi nayakudiki scenes, asalu screenplay handle chesina vidhanam aithe asalu roller coaster ride andariki. Appati varaku first half entho lite ga anipinchina meeku second half choosaka aa opinion kuda maripotundi. Thandriki ichina mata, chelliki ichina mata meeda nilabadatam, daniki sambandinchina sangarshana ki sambandinchina katha 2011 lo kakunda 1990 lo vachi unte balayya babu lanti hero chesi unte, ee VEERA verela undedi.

Overall Ga: Asalu Ravi Teja lanti material ni chethilo pedithe, ela kavalante ala malchukoni HIT kotteyochu ane telusu kani, ilanti cinemalu kuda teeyochu ani Varma garu prove chesaru. E year modatalo vachina Parama VEERA Chakara ki e VEERA ki pedda theda em ledu, indhulo oka rakamaina comedy andhulo inko rakamaina comedy, kaka pothe indulo dasari gari chayalu leka povatam anedi mana Adrustam. Theater lo chooseyalsina avasram ledu, a time inka vere edaina paniki use cheuskondi.

P.S: Kachitam ga indhulo comedy bits anni trailers lo vesesathadu, avi tappa meeku theater lo choodataniki matter undadu, Inni cheppina cinema gurunchi final niryanayam mee vignathake vadilesthu............Selavu

VEERA Theaters List @ Chennai

MAYAJAAL - 10 SHOWS

WOODLANDS - 3 SHOWS

MURUGAN CINEMAS - 4 SHOWS

PVR - 10.00PM SHOW

Click on the Theater name to Book Tickets Online

Note: Satyam, Escape and Casino ki ivvakapovatam ento :(

Repe Vidudala

Kids are not dolls

I don't know if any of you heard about that US mother who injects her 8-year old daughter with botox to make her pretty for pageants and to not get wrinkles, but dear lord it's really making me wonder what the world is coming to! How totally messed up is this mother that she actually thinks an 8-year old would have any need of botox and to subject her little girl to the pain of having shots in her face! To make it even worse, the girl is totally brainwashed and actually believes she has wrinkles and states she wants a nose and boob job as soon as she's old enough. No 8-year old wants a boobjob, this is clearly something her mother whispered in her ear.
And when I read the article online, some women were even commenting that it was an outrage this poor woman was being punished for wanting her daughter to look good and grow up not ugly and that she's only trying to help her daughter to be successful and good-looking later on. Crazy!!

Who does that? Well, thanks to publicity, the mother has been investigated and her daughter has been taken away from her for the time being. A bit traumatic for the girl, but maybe for the best for now. I know a lot of people pass their own insecurities over to their children and often urge them to do things they always wanted to do, but this is really a prime example of how children are being pushed to grow up prematurely.

Don't even get me started on all those weird pageants. I've watched Toddlers and Tiaras on occasion and those kids always scared the bejesus out of me. They look like they've been photoshopped, it's incredibly creepy. How can the parents not see that they are sexualizing their children with all those weird dance moves and the bucket loads of make-up, sprayed- on tans, bleached teeth.. Can they just not have them prance around looking like kids? Children are gorgeous, why do they need to look like tiny bimbo adults?
I mean just look at it!

I know most of the parents mean no harm and just want to dolly up their girls and show them off, but this is really teaching their kids to be superficial. Many of those girls will grow up to be really spoiled after all the bucket loads of money spent on their pageant stuff. They're the type of girls who are super self-conscious and obsessed with their looks and get plastic surgery because this or this isn't perfect. And frankly, the whole pageant industry is really exploiting all these freaky parents, forcing them to pay thousands of dollars to have their daughter prance around, in the hopes that she'll be famous one day.

Also, have you seen the faces of those girls when they don't win a thing. Very confidence inducing for them. Being compared on beauty contest with other girls and losing must be fun for them. I'm really glad this crazy thing doesn't happen in Belgium, or it at least doesn't go as far.

Why not just let your kids play around outside and get dirty, scrape a knee and have some fun! That's what's so fun about being a kid. Who cares about being 'poised' at 8? Or what is all that crap about padded bras and g-strings for little girls. Who buys that?
And as a parent don't you want your little girl to be confident and feel great about herself, rather then being obsessed about weight and appearance and looking hot? Really, these sort of things is why eating disorders are only increasing. Believe me, I never had great self confidence and I struggled with it for a long while, but now I feel good about who I am. Nonetheless, I know what it's like, hence the tirade.

Kids should be like this:

GOLI Short Film Teaser - A Destiny Decoder Film

Veera Theaters List @ Nizam

100% love 2nd week Wallpapers

Sometimes you just have to go for it

Ever since I was little I was always reluctant to do things by myself. I wanted to do ballet, but none of my friends were doing it, so I never did it because I didn't want to go alone. Same thing happened for music school and various sports I wouldn't have minded doing. When you think back, I'm sure I would have made friends, but being a shy little girl, no way I was going to stand there the first day all awkward. Now I regret that, as I think I would have liked ballet, I was superbendy, full splits and all. And I love graceful sports. Alas, too old now!

But even older you can still miss out on things because you'd rather not be by yourself. I made an attempt to go for it once, when I went on a camp (through my dad's work) to Croatia at 17. I kinda hated it, I got stuck in a room with loud and extremely annoying 15-year old girls (two years really make a big difference at that age) + all we did was lie on the beach, which really, is not why I want to travel so far for. So bad experience. It probably stopped me from making another attempt at adventurousness.

But ever since my sudden thrust into adulthood after graduation I've made a lot of changes. I decided I was not going to let past sad events get in the way of being the me I want to be anymore, and I worked on my shyness. The latter has definitely turned itself around since working at the embassy. If you're dealing with people from all over the world every day, there really is no room for shyness. So bring it on :D
Recently I've also decided I'm just going to go for things, whether I'm alone doing them or not. If not, great, company is always fun, but if I am, who cares! I've had to cancel a lot of ideas because friends cancelled on me or couldn't find time or money, which naturally disappointed me. And right now is such a great time to do the things I want to, I have money, time, and no costs of living alone or supporting a family. I'm not going to live with the parents forever, and living alone will be really expensive, so right now is the time to go for things!

Soooo I'm going to Australia! I've mentioned it a few posts earlier, and guess what! Mom is no longer against it! Hooray! Perhaps my sudden mature self convinced her, but more likely the steady job and the money! I'm not really going to be there alone naturally, as I'd probably get lost; eaten by sharks/snakes/crocodiles or drop bears :p or burn to death. My Australian friends will be forced to take care of me and make sure I'm returned safely to my dear worried mommy. It is of course one giant plane trip by myself, I will have to make a stop at least once. For someone who has never flown further than Ireland, that is a loooooooong journey. But it will do me good I think, I've always loved the idea of travelling and being adventurous, so now I'll get a chance to prove to myself I can do it and have lots of fun doing it!
I'm expecting to go at the end of the year, if all goes as planned, which is not too far away :) But I'll need to arrange a lot of things, as cheap as possible plane tickets (does anyone know a good website for that), a passport, a visa, really light clothes (dear lord let it be a cool summer, but of course with my luck it will be 40 degrees at least :p am going to die!) and a translation of my drivers license. Yup I might even be driving as my friends there don't have a car, or a license for that matter. So I might also die driving in a huge city on the left side of the road !! scary stuff. But I want to explore so car would be fun! better save up!

So in the words of Freddy Mercury:

Don't stop me noooooow

Another Ending

I met a guy; I met him in a club. I met him when I was drunk. Not exactly drunk, but yeah alcohol was controlling my thought process, and at that moment I taught I was crazy and fun to talk to the cutest guy in the club. It was just for the tonight, yes, after this night, I’ll never see him again.

But, things don’t exactly happen like you expect to, does it?

I did meet him again, not once but 5 more times.

Was I seeing him? No. where we even dating each other? No. where we really good friends? No.

What was between us? I still don’t know, and I didn’t want to give it a name.

Long distance is hard, though you keep talking every day, there will be some emptiness around you. It gets worse. Especially with couples around. So when suddenly a guy comes into your life, taking care of you and treating you in a way no one ever as, you are bound to do some stupid things. But, thankfully I have a boyfriend who understood this.

I did some things too. No I didn’t cross any of my limits. Not physically at least.

But, yeah, I did let my emotions go a little out of control. I put a lot of things on risks. I forgot, that I wasn’t supposed to expect anything. So life became a little mess, with loads of distractions.

Now, it’s over.  how?  I don’t know. The magic vanished. When I think of it, there was nothing there in the very first place. Atleast not something we could give it a name too.

It does feel weird, since it happened all of a sudden, though it took me around 3 days to realize it and accept it. It’s not like I expected it to last forever. Best thing about it, I feel like some burden is taken away from me. I don’t have to worry about anything, I no longer have to hide things, and I no longer have lie.

Yes, life’s almost normal..:)

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