Another Ending

I met a guy; I met him in a club. I met him when I was drunk. Not exactly drunk, but yeah alcohol was controlling my thought process, and at that moment I taught I was crazy and fun to talk to the cutest guy in the club. It was just for the tonight, yes, after this night, I’ll never see him again.

But, things don’t exactly happen like you expect to, does it?

I did meet him again, not once but 5 more times.

Was I seeing him? No. where we even dating each other? No. where we really good friends? No.

What was between us? I still don’t know, and I didn’t want to give it a name.

Long distance is hard, though you keep talking every day, there will be some emptiness around you. It gets worse. Especially with couples around. So when suddenly a guy comes into your life, taking care of you and treating you in a way no one ever as, you are bound to do some stupid things. But, thankfully I have a boyfriend who understood this.

I did some things too. No I didn’t cross any of my limits. Not physically at least.

But, yeah, I did let my emotions go a little out of control. I put a lot of things on risks. I forgot, that I wasn’t supposed to expect anything. So life became a little mess, with loads of distractions.

Now, it’s over.  how?  I don’t know. The magic vanished. When I think of it, there was nothing there in the very first place. Atleast not something we could give it a name too.

It does feel weird, since it happened all of a sudden, though it took me around 3 days to realize it and accept it. It’s not like I expected it to last forever. Best thing about it, I feel like some burden is taken away from me. I don’t have to worry about anything, I no longer have to hide things, and I no longer have lie.

Yes, life’s almost normal..:)

To Meet....

“Do you really want to meet tomorrow?” she asked him for nth time.

“Nope... I have a fucked up haircut, pimple on my face, what if you see me like that and never want to meet me again?” he said.

“Hehe, it’s me, why are thinking so much, I think I’m more than that. Anyways I would’ve travelled whole night, I would look worse then you if that make you feel better”

“You have to wake me up tomorrow morning” he texted her.

“Hmm... lets meet up on Friday or something know, anyways 5:30 in the morning is too early, and I have tried waking you up before it’s not an easy job” she replied back.

She wasn’t sure if she actually wanted to meet him, more than that she knew he would never wake up so early.  His earliest time to get up was 9:30.

“Why Friday?” he asked.

“Its holiday on Friday, it’s a government holiday”

“Hmmm... okay”

 “So shall I sleep now? You also go to sleep, good night”

It was usually very difficult for difficult for her to sleep in the bus, with the a/c on. She was tossing and turning in hope of getting some sleep, so that it wouldn’t get difficult for her to attend the classes next day. She couldn’t bunk, she already had shortage of attendance. Somehow she managed to sleep a little, when her phone starts viberetating in her pocket. She pulls it out; it was him who was calling her. She cuts the calls, check the time it’s already 4:30 in the morning.

 She just woke up in an instant, wide awake, all her sleep was gone.

“You woke up J JJ” she texts him with a wide grin on her face.

“I haven’t slept the whole night” he replied back.

At that moment, all her doubts vanished about meeting him, she couldn’t actually wait to meet him and now it was her chance to say,

“You are so bloody sweet!”

“I have travelled whole night, wearing some stupid t-shirt, and dirty sneakers, I look bad..:( "

“Shut up, and come” is all he replied.

She couldn’t stop smiling pretty much the whole day!

Saviour that night

Lying on my bed, lost in random thoughts, I remembered this story that happened to me 3years ago, and I wanted to write it down.

I was 17 when I started my bachelors, like most people of my age, I wanted to get away from home and start a new life in a new place. I joined my college hostel.
But soon after a month I badly wanted to go home, mum wanted me to come too.
After staying at home for few days, I had to leave back to hostel, and this time I was travelling alone, for the very first time.

It was night journey, and there was some guy sitting beside me, I hadn't even seen his face properly, I was very shy to talk to strangers that time. I was clearly instructed not to get down from the bus, till I reach bangalore. Half way through the journey, bus stopped for tea and other refreshments. I still don't know which place was that. I wanted to go to bathroom badly. 

When I looked out, all I saw was lots and lots of buses. I got down, and looked back to see where my bus was, asked people where bathroom was and went.
After coming out, I couldnt find where my bus was. There were so many buses, and it was dark. I thought I knew where it was, but it wasn't there. I panicked, I started running around, trying to find my bus, I asked a couple of drivers,they told me bus had already left.

All my money, all my luggage was in the bus. I didn't know how to tell my papa I was lost, I had no idea how to reach. All I had was my phone with me.

I was alomst in tears, when a voice behind me said "got lost? Forgot where the bus was?" It was the guy who was sitting beside me. He had come in search of me. Before I could even answer he said " come fast, the whole bus is waiting for you" and I followed him.
Yes, he my saviour that night.



PS: I still shudder thinking what would have happend to me, if he hadn't come searching for me that night.